i have changed my add. so now it's only between me and gun and those random strangers that stumble upon this. ( of which, it doesnt really matter.)

it has been 4 hours since the breakup. i havent cried . yet.

i am just tired. but at least i know when i am awake again, i will never have to feel the way that i did this morning, yesterday and days before.

And i said to you,
On the eve of the end
Of our great experiment,

Only this:
The majesty of our minds
And the purpose of our souls
Will be extinguished in fire.
Our eyes, filmed over;will go entirely dark.
i awoke and was relieved,
But not entirely,
as i still dream of our death;
both yours and mine.

As you go,
Leave a space a rest between notes;
Let your last steps
Be the steps of our last dance,
A flight toward freedom
Whose trail tapers to the sweet nothing
In the vastness of all.


i loved you.
and perhaps always will...

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alittle something to intoxicate me.
alittle sip to numb the pain.
alittle of the peace, i once felt.